Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Man, today was rubbish... practically the whole j1 cohort was staring at us on stage... rubbish.. all i did was ask one question and sat there the remaining 45 mins.. i couldnt even see the slides the guy was showing... AND!!! i was damn uncomfortable... i couldnt sit properly.. and half the time i was worried my shirt wasnt tucked in and that bro paul had a clear view of me hahah... but it wasnt that bad afterall, i guess... just hope im not unlucky again to get picked for another one of these discussion panel things...

i feel like crap.. there's run tmr morning and i know im failling sick... f*ck....

The Fray
How to save a life

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Seriously, this song sums up my "situation"... its awfully familar...