Tuesday, June 28, 2005
I wanna go for the Good Charlotte concert!!! 12th july, right??? my sis offered to bring me but i refused la ahahha... i dunno if they're a good live band?? haha... we're just waiting for foo fighters to come then all of us will go! ahhaha...


Monday, June 27, 2005
first day of school... we were totally mentally drained!!! dunno why.... i got warned by mrs chua and mrs lau about my hair... wad rubbish la!! my hair is alright k.... mrs chua was like

"eh girl, your hair ah... wads your name? stacy right stacy.. councillor better watch your hair ah"

then i was like yes, yes... then walked away... like dots can... i think my hair is okay loh... haiz... nvm, im gonna wax my hair down tmr and look like a total nerd :P... hahaha...
followed mahtani to vj today with mel to hand in her thing la... she;s so dots can ahah... we practically walked around the whole school ahhaha... haiz... then i came home, told my mom i followed my friend to vj then she was like

"see la, tell you to join hockey you dun wan"

then i was like "mmm"


Saturday, June 25, 2005
spurs won!!! pistons lost 81-74... not that close a game... i knew spurs would win! ahhaha... but my fav player is still allen iverson!!! he's the best!!! he;s damn fast and all aahhaha... too bad the 76ers never get anywhere ahahhaha...


Friday, June 24, 2005
i think i've an explaination for my behaviour.. not behaviour but rather attitude?
okay, this is my theory...

when i was young, i was a rather quite child, i didnt really like to talk much and all... i was really easy to bully... as in, verbally... so if someone scolded me, i would just accept it, i guess i just didnt want to cause any trouble.. but in recent years, i guess i just couldnt take it, i wasnt able to contain all the anger accumulated inside of me and i just lashed out... maybe thats why now im so short tempered?? im really very fussy and if nothing goes according to my liking, i'll be kinda upset? but nowadays, im trying to control my temper... i'll just keep quiet and if i can walk away, i will... but if i really cant take it, you better run ahhaha.. cos its not a friendly sight when i get angry haahaha....

okay, on to "nicer" things hahah... just finished reading "The Pearl"... its an excellent book... the author really captured the human aspect of it all.. for example, the jealousy and envy of everyone in the village when kino found the pearl.. BUT!!! no one showed it... everyone acted humble... they even tried to steal the pearl.. dont you think it's so similar to human behaviour?? for example, have you watched batman? what bruce wane said at his birthday party was so true, most of the people there were just there to get free booze (alcohol) and live off him (freeloaders! haha) why? because he's rich! he's filthy rich! most people will act like super friendly but behind the rich person's back, his heart is black, secretly, he wishes that he were in that rich guy;s shoes.... so thats why rich people arent all that happy... its difficult for a the rich man to find out who his real friends are... only when something happends and say he loses all his money, only then will he find out who his real friends are... all the other superficial ones will run away, never to be heard or seen of again... now back to the story, you can see how the 'evil' of the pearl started to engulf kino.. he was becoming so inhuman, almost like a beast... he wouldve have done what it took to protect ths pearl... same goes for a live example, when someone strikes it rich, he's becomes so self-centered, he becomes almost beast-like... then again, all this is just a generalization, im sure not everyone is like that... are you?

Thursday, June 23, 2005
Went to bugis with my sis today... the man at the ear ring shop was damn funny haha... he said that my sis looks very punk and i look decent HAHA... its so weird! cos normally its the opposite hahaha... and he couldnt believe that we were sisters hahaha... super entertaining... oh ya, my sis was wearing a purple tank top with white pants and i was wearing my black stussy shirt with jeans... my sis styled her hair messy-ly and i spiked my hair.. but he said i look decent??? O_o
haahha... anyways, we went shopping somemore... i bought 3 shirts... a white one, red one and pink one... yes, pink ahahaha.. its nice k! hahaha... then the auntie at the shop was super nice hahah.. she kept giving me a discount ahaha... then when i bought the shirts, she offered me sweets!! ahhaha... super nice can ahha... then we jus kept walking and ya... i still cant find the sweat jacket i want!!!! haiz.... i want one with a hood, long sleeves, pockets and no zip... preferably grey in colour ;) hahah... i know im fussy but heck! ahhaha... if you see one like that anywhere, pls tell me haha...

you know, i really dont think that comic books should be made into movies... cos i feel that there has to be a certain "air" of mystery that SHOULD be left for the reader.. for example, in comics, ppl can create their own version of everything that is not noted in the comic like inbetween boxes and stuff... there should be some room left for the reader to imagine what the little minor details are... so, wad do you think?? haha...

Wednesday, June 22, 2005
"I've got another confession to make
I'm your fool
Everyone's got their chains to break
Holdin' you

Were you born to resist or be abused?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Are you gone and onto someone new?
I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your noose
You gave me something that I didn't have
But had no use
I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again
But I break loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can't choose
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
The life, the love
You die to heal
The hope that starts
The broken hearts
You trust, you must
Confess

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

I've got another confession my friend
I'm no fool
I'm getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new

Were you born to resist or be abused?
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?"


Tuesday, June 14, 2005
yesterday!!! went out with jia yi, karen, janice and christine.. it was kinda fun aha.. at 1130, denise called me to ask where i was... then i was " still at home? we're meeting at 12 wad!" then she was like " no! 1130!!" then i was like "HAHAH" but anyways, they went to watch mr and mrs smith cos i watched already so i joined them at 2 haha... i went to cut my hair... i hate it.. i look so ugly!!! bleh... then they went shopping and everything.. it was fun, actually ahahha... then we left from borders... but!! when i was at the bus stop, denise forgot to give me the chem text hahahaha... so she had to walk all the way to the borders bus stop to give me the book ahhahaha.... sorry jia yi!!! hahahah


Sunday, June 12, 2005
Im one day late but happy birthday to jay and tong2!

jay: sorry i couldnt be with ya to celebrate... you know the reason la but ya... happy birthday!

hmmm... warden duty this morning... it was alright... auntie pat was there haha... she;s really nice... nothing much happened...think im kinda into this reading frenzy now ahhaha... im half way through "the moth diaries".. its quite interesting... i finished reading that book i bought with mel at kino that day... after the moth diaries, im gonna read tuesdays with morrie... after that think i should finish "lord of the flies" ... when im done with that, i have to scout around the house for more books ahhaha... ive never read a john grishim book before, should i try?? ahahha... maybe when im ready, i'll go snag one from my mom's bookshelf ahahah...

you know... i really want my life to be like how it used to... its like, i really miss going for masses with my whole family... suwen's always busy so ya... stef's not really interested... my dad's always so daddy-ish and my mom is so busy with house work and stuff... its like you really want to be like those people who go for mass as a family... haiz... i guess you cant always have wadever you want... its alright, at least im grateful for having a family :)

Friday, June 10, 2005
been real busy with thing the past few days... decided not to go out this week (sunday's not counted cos its the sabbath and supposedly the start of a week :P) wanna complete as much work as i can today... mainly, chem, bio, geog cos i finished my maths alr.... dun feel like saying anything more so ya!

I'm not sure what I see
Cupid don't f**k wit me!
Are you telling me this is a sign?
She's looking in my eyes, noticing no other guys
Are you telling me this is a sign?

[Snoop Dogg]
Don't think about it, boy leave her alone
Nigga you ain't no G!
She likes my tone, my cologne and the way I roll, you ain't no G!

[Verse - Snoop Dogg]
It's legit, you know it's a hit
When The Neptunes and the Doggy Dogg fin to spit
You know he's in - tune with the season
Come here baby, tell me why you leaving?
Tell me if it's weed that you needing
You wanna breathe? I got the best weed minus seeds
Ain't nobody tripping VIP they can't get in
If something go wrong then you know we get to Cripping

[Chorus - Justin Timberlake]
I'm not sure what I see
cupid don't f**k wit me!
Are you telling me this is a sign?
She's looking in my eyes, noticing no other guys
Are you telling me this is a sign?

[Snoop Dogg]
Don't think about it, boy leave her alone
Nigga you ain't no G!
She likes my tone, my cologne and the way I roll,
you ain't no G!

[Verse - Snoop Dogg]
Now you stepping wit a G, from Los Angeles
Where helicopters got cameras,
just to get a glimpse of our Chucks
And our Khakis and our bouncer cars
You wit you friend right?
She ain't trying to bring over no men right?
Shiieet, she ain't gotta be in the distance
She could get high all in an instant

[Chorus - Justin Timberlake]
I'm not sure what I see
cupid don't f*** wit me!
Are you telling me this is a sign?
She's looking in my eyes, noticing no other guys
Are you telling me this is a sign?

[Snoop Dogg]
Don't think about it, boy leave her alone
Nigga you ain't no G!
She likes my tone, my cologne and the way I roll, you ain't no G!

[Verse - Snoop Dogg]
Mami, mamasita, have you ever - flown on G5s
From London - to Ibiza? You gotta have cake
You'll have Sunday's with chiquitas
You'll see Venus and Serena, in the Wimbledon Arena
And I can take you


[Bridge - Uncle Charlie Wilson]
Nigga don't be young and foolish
You don't know what you're doing
You don't know what you've lost until she's gone (gone)
And her pretty face, drove you wild
But you ain't got that Snoop Doggy Dogg Style

Chorus - Justin Timberlake
I'm not sure what I see
Cupid don't fuck wit me!
Are you telling me this is a sign?
She's looking in my eyes, noticing no other guys
Are you telling me this is a sign?

[Snoop Dogg]
Don't think about it, boy leave her alone
Nigga you ain't no G!
She likes my tone, my cologne and the way I roll
you ain't no G!


Monday, June 06, 2005
I'm back!!! hahaha... anything happen while i was gone??? ahhahah... i miss confi camp!!!

day 1

jia yi and i took cab from school then picked janice up and headed up to hougang... we told the uncle nativity centre so he dropped us at nativity church and said it should be around there so alright, we got off and started to call ppl chris, alfred and chocolate man cos we couldnt find the place... BUT!!! no one picked up our call so we jus walked... walked for like 30 mins!! hahha... eventually we decided to take a cab and we showed the uncle the map so he brought us to opp holy innocence pri there. it was morning star centre or sth then we didnt know if it was it so we decided to walk a little further but we ended up turning around and gng into the morning star place... by that time, all of us were super grummpy, esp jia yi cos it was hot and we had to lug our heavy bag everywhere ahhaha... in the end, it was the place hahah.. so we got changed and joined them for the activity, the bucket2 thing haha... it was alright i guess... then we had our shower, dinner and night activity... confession... whoa man, i jus lost it... i was crying cos of a certain situation so my facil jeannette was like real nice, she was hugging me and stuff... jia yi also came and ya... i dunno, i jus felt that we got so much closer because of the incident... after that, jeannette and i seemed to have this, i would say strong bond...that night, we were doing our maths and stuff ahhaha... then slept at like 12+, 1 like that....

day 2

got up... went to freshen up and just lazed around in our dorm until someone came to call us for breakfast... jonathan was damn funny, he spread the bread for me ahahah...then we had activities... the smart fella thing which was damn funny then the captain's bomb thing... after that we had lunch, totally wasnt hungry hahaha... then blah2... more activities, i think... we played polar bear!!! stupid but fun ahhha.. hmm... then we had the banner painting thing... it was quite fun ahhaha... our group's one turned out quite nice hahahah... although we like spent alot of time on the dove itself hahaha.... it was fun... then had sharing session then bath time... i was too lazy to change into my jeans so i jus wore my fbt inside hahaha... made me look fat AHAHA,... sheer laziness hahah... then had the session... it really made me feel something.... anyways, karen and i went into the prayer room to pray abit after the session... after that we went to the car park to talk with chocolate man while waiting for janice then we went to the room and ya...

day 3

got up at like 7+ ahahah... then we went down and waited at 8+.. then jia yi was busy sliding hahahha.... damn funny... then she started to teach everyone her dance hahah... then chris was also doing, damn funny la!! ahahhaha... everyone was giving her the O_o look ahahahha.... then breakfast... i learnt that poon cant make milo AT ALL!!! hahahha... it was diluted la ahhaha... this time, i spread bread for jon ahahahha.... then he made milo for me, better than jia yi's one HAHAHA... then we went to the room to "secretly' sign the card and stuff hahah... then cleaned the hall... whoa, it takes damn long to clean teh whole place la, and jon wanted me to mop lei!! HAHAHA>.. almost fainted hahaha... then wrote our warm fuzzies and did postman job then i was too lazy to change yet again so fbt and jeans haha... mass was alright... the cross was really nice hahaha... love it... then went for lunch... we were playing all the lame games and stuff hhaha... then it was time to go... went on the bus and ya... back to church and ya... it was fun... next year when we become youths, we'll go back and become facils!!! ahhahaha...

Thursday, June 02, 2005
hmm... orals today.. quite alright, i guess... rubbished my way through... think i should be able to pass?? haha... i read half of the book alr ahah.. the one i bought ytd.. its damn cute la hahaha... hmm... i really shouldnt be online.. i still have to pack for tmr ahhaha... LAZY!!! ahahhaha...