Saturday, December 31, 2005
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well,
I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit -
it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on,
remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry,
I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you,
I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.


Wednesday, December 28, 2005
its been almost a month since ive come online haha... been working real hard and now my hands are ugly cos of all the paper cuts =( anyways, ive decided to take the last week off to prepare of jc! haha... im in ig 7.. who else is in? msg me ya haha...


Thursday, December 01, 2005
im back from bangkok!! im totally exhausted ahhah... i dun need to shop for the next 6 months or so haha... oh, i met dan in bangkok, so coincidental!!!!! such a pity i didnt bring my phone and that i met her on the last day, jus a few hours before i had to be in the airport.. but her hair's damn cool la ahahha... anyways, im gonna spend the next few days with my sis haha... i love her man, she;s damn cool hah...



I looked out for you and this is how you treat me? you know what? ive given up. i shall be the selfish b*tch who cares for only herself.

Slit my throat and bleed me dry