Tuesday, November 30, 2004



Saturday, November 27, 2004
today was super fun!!! except for the part that we had to say goodbye to a dear friend... today was the netball carnival thing...our group the coach was mary, the new zealand woman..for the first game she made me play center!!!! hahaha...at first was damn scared la haha.. but its actually quite fun but super tiring hahah...then she let me play wingattack... think those 2 postions very fun to play ahha...our group the ppl damn pro la!! haha...think wendy and megan work very well together...dionne and karen also work well together...then mary let me play wd, gk and gd...almost died can ahha...the 2 last games she made me play 2 quarters as center then another 2 quarters as gd ahah.... think christina from GESS damn funny can ahha...her coach put her in as ga and she dunno how to shoot, totally missed the pole can ahhaha.... we were totally laughing on court can haha...then for the last game she was sitting at the side waving ahhaha... we wanted to play with them but the rest of their team left alr ahah... congrats to pearl, ym and chio bu k ahha... surprised that no gess ppl got choosen, i thought christina's quite good...but hey ahha... wont be able to see them till next year south zone haha...it'll be fun if we meet them ahhaha...hmm...oh ya, mary said that i should play attack ahahha.... she said that i should get out of defence hahaha.... think i'll try attack again next time hahaha..



Friday, November 26, 2004
I will not stop the tears, i will not force a smile...

why do you have to leave?? we were such good friends for like 3 years...why do you have to do this to us??? its painful watching another good friend go...but wait, i wont even be able to watch... i hate myself for not being there...




Wednesday, November 24, 2004
hmm...today we were totally high can ahha....at the netball singapore thing we were totally laughing all the way...dunno why today was so fun...then after that we played with gess and 2 mayflower ppl... was super fun!!! run till tired ahhaha...nowadays in like totally too lazy to type long2 haha...so ya...



Monday, November 22, 2004
hmm... got back from obs afew days ago...miss that place can...too lazy to write all the stories down ahahha....anyways... im like totally peeling can...shaleen says its cool like snake??? weird... ahahaha... think my face then arms will start peeling soon...anyways, too lazy to blog more...did this just to please someone hahaha....



Monday, November 15, 2004
k, ive more or less finished packing...hmm...i'll be gone till sunday then cant go for training :( ... mel and i also cant play pool with cheng and yo2 ahah...and we'll also be missing the last episode of the champion!!! hahha...wad else....the oc then amazing race (i think) then survivor ahha...but heck, its only tv ahahha...k, gonna go enjoy the comp while i still can ahahahha...



Sunday, November 14, 2004
this morning went to beach road then bought the obs stuff... cos it was raining so we walked around the place and did a little shopping... i bought this funky GC shirt and dashboard shirt and another shirt with collar type...then went to kallang with my sis and her friends for some carnival thing..then did dunno wad la then ya... hmm...obs in 2 days...kinda excited yet not cos i dont wanna get grouped in a group with ppl i dunno and dont like hahaha...anyways, should pack tmr afternoon ahahhaha...



Saturday, November 13, 2004
hmm..just got home from the netball thing...saw that chio2 umpire but her voice dont suit her hahah...then you know that umpire at the defending place, court 2...she's really charming leh...wait, it doesnt matter hahahha...
anyways, it was totally fun ahah...then at the bus stop i was happily waiting for the bus with si hui haha...then suddenly the water drop on my head then si hui said it was retribution but shortly afterwards, water dropped on her head and i said the same thing ahhahahah....then we were totally looking out for our bus ahaha...then she saw her bus and started to laugh at me cos my bus hadnt arrived yet?? ahha...but my bus was infront of hers!! hahaha...totally amusing...and at pasta, she was totally lame-a-fyed can!!! ahhaa...she was laughing at her own lame jokes which werent funny AT ALL! ahhaha...at kallang she was also making lame jokes ahah...haiz...si hui is crazy ahaha...




hmm...had training in the morning then came home and helped my mom run some errands...totally forgot i had tuition today then rushed to complete my homework...luckily i didnt fall asleep ahah...after tuition i tried to sleep but the tv man came and my doggy bark soooo much i couldnt sleep so decided to come here and guard the door haha...oh, my mom wanted me to help the man carry the tv upstairs!! like wth, the tv's damn heavy can!! haha...well, think he called for backup haha... hmmm...tmr have to go church for the celebration thing then after that we have the netball thing then yea...

poon: i'm not mary!!!!!! it doesnt suit me la...still cant find a nicer name ahhaa...but we have till next year wad so yea....

i think these lyrics are damn nice can ahha...i know its weird coming from me but yea, thats how i feel...

"You want me to say it, but it is awkward
I don't even want to break up
Why must I depend on a smile to tide me through?
I don't have the ability
To accept both you and him
Don't worry too much
I'll still be fine
You've already gone far away
And I will slowly walk away
Why is it that I have to accommodate you even when we break up?
I really don't have the ability
Staying silent doesn't come so fast
I will learn to give you up
Because I love you so much"



Thursday, November 11, 2004
do you ever feel like just keeping everything to yourself?
do you ever feel like bashing ppl up just to relieve stress?
well, thats how im feeling right now...
i just feel like keeping everything inside
till it explodes...
no one will ever understand what im gng thru now...
first it was her...
now its you!
haiz...
we'll miss you...
loads...
just dont ask what this is about...
or i'll bash you to relieve stress...




hmm...today's im feeling so much better...ytd was pool-ing with cheng and i beat her afew times!!! hahaa...im aiming for 1300, c'mon!!! ahha...gonna go out shopping with my sis haha...having been out with her for so long haha...made breakfast for her, think she enjoyed it ahhaha....



Sunday, November 07, 2004
hmm...too lazy to blog about the past few days so yea...
today...poon2 made me eat like 10+ chlorecs(is that how you spell?) the green2 colour sweet haha....then went for lunch then saw a movie with my sis and mom then went to cold storage where this b*tch used the trolley and hit me then i tsked her...totally ruined my day haha...then went home and watch dvd then played voodoo vince till dinnertime then went out for dinner then came home then play again then here i am...thats it ahha...training tmr...thats it!




hmmm...open house ytd and today...ytd was alright cos we were just sitting in the lighthouse playing uno and talking with mrs low and miss sim haha... then we presented to a group of students who just stared at us with that blur look can hha...then today wasnt that bad...we presented to a group of parents who ask super alot of questions ahha...but it was fun...everyone is like so tan except for me cos i was sitting in the lighthouse reading 8days and drinking 100+ which we chilled ahha...then after that we had the netball singapore training...was super fun can! on the bus there was this group of ppl damn irritating can...then they kept staring at yingmin ahha... from the time they boarded, they were talking non-stop till the time we reached kallang... plus we were tired them slept on the bus but they talk so much ahah...the training was super fun can ahah... learnt how to shoot haha...now all i need to do is practice ahhaha...

Lifehouse
Sick Cycle Carousel

If shame had a face I think it
would kind of look like mine
If it had a home would it be my eyes
Would you believe me if I said I'm tired of this
Well here we go now one more time

I tried to climb your steps
I tried to chase you down
I tried to see how low I could get it down to the ground
I tried to earn my way
I tried to tame this mind
You better believe that I tried to beat this

[CHORUS]
So when will this end it goes on and on
Over and over and over again
Keep spinning around I know that it won't stop
Till I step down from this for good

I never thought I'd end up here
Never thought I'd be standing where I am
I guess I kinda thought it would be easier than this
I guess I was wrong now one more time

I tried to climb your steps
I tried to chase you down
I tried to see how long I could get it down to the ground
I tried to earn my way
I tried to tame this mind
You better believe that I tried to beat this

Sick cycle carousel
This is a sick sycle, yeah
Sick cycle carousel
This is a sick cycle, yeah




Friday, November 05, 2004
k, shall blog a quick one...had meeting in the conference rm till 2+ then met the team and coach in town...totally missed coach...then went to cafe cartel where i shared ice cream with jaime...was kinda high..then took neo then sat at bk..ate onion rings (was hungry :) ) then waited for my mom then went queensway then home. thats it. totally drained...mentally...cant wait for tmr, see how screwed up it'll be. bye.



Thursday, November 04, 2004
k, first of all, must give credit to karmila for helping me to adjust my blog ahaha...*claps hands* hahahah...feel so sarcastic ahha...so thanks...but no thanks for calling me freak...dots...haha...
kk...went sch for chinese lessons in the morning then went to ccab for the cip thing...the boys damn funny ahah.. was laughing with miss vino all the way thru can...laughing at albino turtle that always goes for his nature walk...then doreamon(is that how you spell?) haha...and mushroom boy who can catch the ball very well..oh, then gorilla also who throws the ball super hard like wanna kill his own players ahahah...was laughing damn hard with her can ahahhaha...
after that went town then went back to school to help sexy and they all with stuff...then went to suntec haha...oh, i fell at the escalator ahaha...now my legs got parallel lines hahahah...but not that obvious la hahah...then walked around and stuff then yea then yea then came home then yea so yea then yea ahhahahahahha...k, gonna go blog hopping haha...



Wednesday, November 03, 2004
just got home and i was totally wet, and i really mean totally ahah...this is the 4th consecuative day i was out in the rain...*looks outside* now its like only drizzling can ahhaha...heck ahhaha...had chinese lessons in the morning...was kinda alright, i actually managed to understand what the teacher was talking about ahhaha...after that had training...was very light but alright la haha...my left arm is aching, dunno why ahhaha...ytd was totally fun!! haha...i love nigel...but we re-named him spike cos he looks like a spike ahhaha....dont ask me how a spike looks like ahahhaha... gale(is it?? its the black one) was totally cute!!! but kept nibbling mel ahaha...all the dogs were super cute can...then the cat cage!!!! totally cute can...then there was this cat that was climbing on the cage, so cute can haha...then the kittens were also super cute...then the fat cat in the bottom cage was totally darling....feel like getting a cat but my mom will just scream ahhaha....oh, then we took 158 (is it?) cos we dunno what bus to take then it turned into this residential area ahha..so we got off and took then next bus that came which was 93...luckily it went to mcritchie ahhaha...now we know how to get to spca!! hahahah...

Blink 182
Feeling this

I got no regret right now (Im feeling this)
The air is so cold and low (Im feeling this)
Let me go in her room (Im feeling this)
{I love all the things you do} {I wanna take off her clothes} (Im feeling this)
Show me the way to bed (Im feeling this)
Show me the way you move (Im feeling this)
Fuck it, it's such a blur (Im feeling this)
I love all the things you do (Im feeling this)

[Chorus:]Fate fell short this time
Your smile fades in the summer
Place your hand in mine
Ill leave when I wanna

Where do we go from here
Turn all the lights down now
Smiling from ear to ear (Im feeling this)
Our breathing has got too loud (Im feeling this)
Show me the bedroom floor (Im feeling this)
Show me the bathroom mirror (Im feeling this)
Were taking this way too slow (Im feeling this)
Take me away from here (Im feeling this)

[Chorus x2]This place was never the same again
After you came and went
How can you say you meant anything different
To anyone standing alone
On the street with a cigarette
On the first night we met
Look to the past
And remember and smile
And maybe tonight
I can breathe for awhile
I'm not in the scene
I think I'm fallin' asleep
But then all that it means is
I'll always be dreaming of you

Are we alone, Do you feel it?
So lost and disillusioned