Thursday, March 31, 2005
Turn down the lights, turn down the bed
Turn down these voices inside my head
Lay down with me, tell me no lies
Just hold me close, don't patronize - don't patronize me

Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark, in these final hours
I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
'Cause I can't make you love me, if you don't

I'll close my eyes, then I won't see
The love you don't feel when you're holding me
Morning will come and I'll do what's right
Just give me till then to give up this fight
And I will give up this fight

Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark, in these lonely hours
I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
'Cause I can't make you love me, if you don't


Monday, March 28, 2005
today... school was alright... was real stupid in the morning, sat on the chair which was wet and i totally didnt realise can ahhahaha... bleh... then blah3... recess... mel2 poured water down my back... she;s totally gonna get it from me soon AHHAHAHAHAH... after school... meeting... went to pick stuff up... cabbed down to kallang... i shall not blog about the trip, all the vulgarities will jus come out ahhaha... watched the match... blah3... took bus home with lh, ym and elaine... then lh asked me if i like that certain someone AAHAHHAHA.... lh, my reply is truthful k!!! hahahah.... yup... come home and ya...


Friday, March 25, 2005
today went out with my sis... she went to cut her hair then the dude next to me was reading FHM so i was like dots... ahhaah... then we were holding hands (its alright cos she;s my sis ahha) and ppl were looking at us! like wth but i didnt care ahhahaha... then did a little shopping then bought lunch home, went home and went for church... i think today's mass was nice with the kissing of the feet and stuff.... cant wait for tmr's cos i bet its gonna be super nice... oh ya! lent's over!!! now i can have chocolates!! hahaa... i survived without chocs and sweets and chin chow for 40 days! ahhaha...

whats the point if so many ppl like you but the person whom you like doesnt? i dunno, that jus popped into my head...

Thursday, March 24, 2005
today! house prac was so fun!! capt ball was fun ahahhaha.... then had training... think i played alright hahah... dan was like 'you ah, when no competition den you so garang but when competition then you dun dare" ahhahaha.... hmm... think its like this: cos i think this MAY be my last year playing netball so like im gonna play the remaining games to the best of my abilities... apparently it didnt occur to me during the south zone and i totally regret... but haiz... then went for mass... too lazy to blog about anything else so ya...


Monday, March 21, 2005
Back from hotel phoenix!!! hahaha.... the stay was super fun!!! lets see.. first day... we reached there then totally made alot of noise in the room... watched troy hahaha...elaine and ym wanted to stay in the room and sleep but dan had dental so she and jaime went together then linhui and i walked around town... lh really wear till super chapalang can! fbt and slippers ahha... then walked around the place and went to far east cos dan wanted to cut her hair... so we reached there super early la so we were looking around for chio bus HAHAHAHAH... hmm... then dan went to cut her hair and we walked around the whole of far east ahhaha... then there was this group of girls in hair profile... the one with the yellow top looked not bad hahah... then the one with the green top damn style sia, not bad, quite chio hahaha ... then we went to mos for dinner... ym and laine ate alr so they went to change money haha... then went back to the hotel rm to watch more tv ahhaha... then at like 11+ we were hungry so we went to 7-eleven to buy food hahaha.. i bought bread!!! hahah.. it was super nice la hahah... then went to slp... got up at like 730... then read the papers but it was still early so i went back to sleep ahha... got up again at like 9+ then sent lh home then waited for them to get up... went to Macs for breakfast... ate there then went back to the hotel rm... watched some tv then went out again... ate at NY then went back to the hotel again ahahha....watched the chinese show 'lavander' is it??? haha.. i thought it was a super lame show but i got totally hooked can ahhaha...was totally engrossed in it... then like everyone fell asleep then i was left with the tv so i was watching 'performing as.." which was a super totally lame show so i also fell asleep halfway ahahhaha... then woke up and it was titan ae ahaha... ym and elaine were awake, i think ahahha... then we were talking and stuff haha... called mel2 then talked abit but she couldnt join us so we got ready and went out, again ahahha... went to city hall to have dinner then ym and laine had to go home so they went then we walked to esplanade... really nice place then the woman was playing the piano, she sounded like norah jones hahaha... then we walked around... talked alot hahaha... ate at haagen daaz haha.. they tried to get me high but it worked alittle haha.. think jaime was the one who got high in the end hahaha... then went to lido to watch midnight movie, in gd company... my left side was frozen cos the air conditioning was at that side hahaha... almost fell asleep but didnt haha.. the show was alright... then slowly walked back to the hotel at like 2+? then i took a shower first cos i had to get up at 9 for church... then settled everything and slept at like 3 hahaha... got up for church and got ready... said bye to them then left for church... i was super blur in church can ahahha... met christine and karen then blah3... thats the end of my hols! aahhha...

today... school was alright, i guess... hmm... got back chem paper... ok results... got back eng and chinese results... same grade!! cant believe it ahahhah.... then ya... came home for piano but my teacher couldnt make it so ya hahaha... think im gonna slp for awhile, tired ahhaha...

Wednesday, March 16, 2005
today... bio results... suck... man, i jus realised that im no superman and that i cant cope with everything.. i gotta get my priorities right, man.... haiz... anyways, went out wif wei2, jadey, rat, shaleen... went to far east for lunch but i din eat cos i had dental... dragged shaleen wif me for dental haha... then met up with the others at taka but rat left cos she had maths... then went to clippers cos jadey wanted to cut hair ahaha... her hair is nice kies!! haha... then we walked totally alot can haha... was looking for someone haha... but so sad, no fate ahahhaaah..... then we went to cine... met up wif chris and her friends... then walked around... we really got fate can ahhah... met then like 3, 4 times ahhaha... then wei, shaleen and i were like super tired so we went to sit down ahahha... then had to go all the way to the food court there to pass chris her letter hahaha.. then we went to kino and sat down and looked at piano scores ahhaha... then we changed to the lit section ahhaha... shakespear!!! hahha... it was damn nice to read la ahhaha... then wei2 couldnt go home cos her grandma wasnt at home ahha... so we had to pei her hahaha... then went to mcs to say bye to chris haha... but wei2 couldnt go home yet so we sat there la haha... they ate but i wasnt hungry even though i havent eaten the whole day hahah... ya... then went home and ya!


Tuesday, March 15, 2005
today!! hmm... i got up at like 9+ then i saw my my sis across the hall still in bed haha... i thought she had hockey?? but couldnt be bothered to wake her up ahah... lazed around till like 10+ haha... then went downstairs and watched tv till my sis woke up and my mom came back and went out for dinner at like 1+... went for lunch...and went to look at watches!!! haha.. whoa, the franck mullars looked alright haha.. and the panerais' werent that nice cos the face was like real big ahha... then we went into a/ex ahaha... the stuff was like totally dots hahaha.. not worth the cash?? ahha... hmm.. oh ya, finished my letter to lao shi and my compo ahah.. gonna post the letter tmr.. all im left wif is maths! and i'll finish it in no time, when i have the mood, that is ahhah... finished my book, the curious incident of the dog in the night time.. im starting on othello... its difficult to read la but super nice hahaha... then went out for dinner... we went to tiong hc cos we didnt know where else to go ahaha... i was too lazy to go so i was like super chapalang can ahaha... big2 slippers, my 1C class shirt and my shorts ahahha... as if i was gng to the market HAHAHAHAH..... then ya...

crap, am i falling for you... im jus so happy when im around you...tts y i wanna go out wif ya ever so often...


Monday, March 14, 2005
today... went to watch movie with my sis and her friend... she;s damn funny can!! hahaha... she; real nice tho haha.... real good show ahha...howl's moving castle... hmm.. too lazy to say anything else haha...


Sunday, March 13, 2005
went church today haha.. was really fun cos of christine, janice and karen ahhaha... we were totally lame can ahah... then walked home.. then went out for lunch with my family... then went suntec to watch a series of unfortunate events... not bad show but the woman beside me kept burping and i was way grossed out... so i sat like really2 close to my sis haha.. and the person behind me kept kicking the chair so i turned around and tsked really super loud ahha... my sis was totally laughing... then we went for the IT fair cos my sis wanted to get the ipod mini... she bought the pink one, its real chio ahha... the place was super crowded!! then the woman behind me kept touching my ass haha... so i put my hand there... i wanted to turn around and say "hey woman! stop touching my ass" but i decided to be nice and jus forget it ahahha... yup....


Saturday, March 12, 2005
im done with my music exam!! yay!! haha... think i should be able to pass haha... but i forgot wad piu lento means... i just wrote slow cos i forgot wad piu is ahahha.... but nvm!!! think i'll do fine.. anyways, i felt kinda weird cos there was this girl also taking grade 4 and she's like so young la!! haha... felt kinda malu ahaha.. then again there was this really mature looking girl taking grade 2, i think ahha.. so ya... im happy now!! hahah... gonna have chinese tuition later then im gng to suntec for the IT fair with my sis, she;s gonna buy th ipod mini haahha...

Usher
caught up

I'm the kinda brotha
Who been doin it my way
Gettin my bread for years
In my career
And every lover
In and out my life I hid love and left her tear
Without a care
Until I met this girl who turned the tables around
She caught me by surprise
I never thought I'd be the one breaking down
I cant figure it out why I'm so

Caught up
Got me feelin it
Caught up
I dont know what it is
(But she's got me twisted)
But it seems she got me twisted
I'm soCaught Up
Got me feelin it
Caught up
I'm loosin control
This girls got a hold on me

Oh no
Let me go baby
Now listen
My momma told me
Be careful who you do cuz karma comes back around
Same ol song
But I was so sure
It wouldn't happen to me
Cuz I know how to put it down
But I was so wrong
This girl was mean she really turned me out
My homies say this girl is crampin my style
And I cant figure it out but I'm so

Caught up
Got me feelin it
Caught up
I dont know what it is
But it seems she got me twisted
I'm so
Caught up
Got me feelin it
Caught up
I'm loosin control
This girls
got a hold
I'm so
Caught Up
Really feelin it
Caught up I dont know what it is
But it seems she's got me twisted
I'm so
Caught up
Really feelin it
Caught up
I'm loosin control
This girls got a hold on me

And I think I like it baby
This girl was mean
She really turned me out
My homies say this girl is crampin my style
I'm so

Caught Up
Caught Up
I dont know what it is
But it seems shes got me twisted
I'm so
Caught up
Really feelin it
Caught up
I'm losing control this girls got a hold
I'm so
Caught Up
I'm so
Caught Up
I dont know what it is but it seems shes got me twisted
Caught up
Really feelin it
Caught up
I'm loosin control this girl's got a hold on me


Friday, March 11, 2005
today... was in kind of a bad mood today... dun ask why... cos i myself dunno the exact reason...juniors came back today from their camp, glad to see them... ym;s also back so tts gd...left early cos of e netball thing... went dwn to watch e match... smss won rgs.. and tp won rgs... 1st one was kinda surprising but i knew tp was gonna win...then after tt went back ta sch... den went harbourfront...din haf e appetite to eat so didnt... left soon after they got their food... tks chris for being there for me kies... tks for cheering me up...

you know wad i found out... i found out that im a very 'closed' up person.. i dun really like sharing my feelings... dunno why...im not that talking type of person but more of the listening type... so if anyone ever needs help, im always here...


Thursday, March 10, 2005
cut my hair today!!! hahah... they all say i look like woodstock.... so evil can!!! hahhaha... today's mission was kinda fun.. totally didnt expect myself to cry can!!! hahah... but like we totally settled everything, so next week we'll totally have fun cos everything's settled!! yay!! hahaha... went town after that... cut my hair... the auntie very nice can!! i like totally know her whole life story and everything can ahha... cos i was talking to her while she was washing my hair... her son got master's degree can ahhaha... in wad i dunno la but hahahah....then ya, got home... my sis says my hair is nice! ahhaha... am i suppoed to style it tmr?? but like that then i'll take longer to get ready hahaha.... oh ya! tmr i must rmb to bring the book ahhaha...


Wednesday, March 09, 2005
today was super fun!!! apart from my geog marks la but ya.. this morning cherie, mel, poon and wei2 and i went down to the bus stop there to 'direct' traffic cos there was a tow truck there hahaha... so fun can!! ahhaa... ms martens was scared i might kenna langgah by the car hahahah so she kept telling me to get onto the pavement hahaha... super fun... novena is super nice la!!! haha... maybe next year we should do the 'visit many2 churches' thing haha... think the last part of the mission i kinda maluated myself hahaha... i stood up cos the ppl said to wad but like i was the only one who stood up so like totally malu can haha... then laughed like anything haha... oh ya, gin ni is a damn funky leader ahhaha.. she totally rocks can!! hahah...had piano lessons today.. im starting to like it cos i can actually do all the stuff ahha..
gonna cut my hair tmr!! yay!! ahhaha... then maybe can style it on friday?? hahaha...


Tuesday, March 08, 2005
omg!!!
i owe lily big time can!!!
HAHAHA....
totally smiling can!!! ahhahaha...


Monday, March 07, 2005
Man, i totally love a maths now!! HAHAHAH... kkk... went out with mel, poon, jadee, rat, koh mi2 ahaha... watched hitched.. it was alright la... we were being super lame in the cinema can ahahha... laughed like crazy... then after that we waited for mi2 cos she went for dental... then i saw this chio girl la then poon wanted to follow her to see wad she looked like ahahhaha.... but too bad couldnt see her face ahhaha... bought cookies for tsk ahah... trying to make her fat :P ahhaha.... yep... then came home and studyed alittle music... my paper is this sat!!! and im super nervous can ahha... maybe i'll use the full 2 hours?? ahahha.... just hope that i do well, i really need it haha... bleh!
hmm.. do you think $24 is too much to spend on a pair of slippers???


Friday, March 04, 2005
everything;s over!! not planning to study till after the one week break ahahha... and we have 3 more weeks till lent is over... meaning i still have 3 more weeks of abstainance from chocolates, sweets and chin chow! hahah... i love my doggy!! she took on 3 dogs bigger than her and won haha... no injuries at all... but she bit the white dog till blood came oozing out of its wounds ahhahah.... she's a fighter! haha.. so she's not all show ahha... you know, i miss the game.. i miss playing ball... i really wish that i like have just one more carnival to play or sth.... cos i dunno if i'll take it up in jc/poly so ya... and happy birthday chris!!! haha... now she;s like trying to get me to confess sth ahahhaHAHHAHAH....