One more kiss could be the best thing
Or one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And your not something I deserve
In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
And you love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go, let me go
I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
And I know what I'm going through
In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
And you love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go, just let me go, let me go
And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside
I know, I know
But all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows, who knows
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go, just let me go(you don't know)
You love me but you don't You love me but you don't (you don't know)
for my eyecandy!!! my new one ahha... bleh!!
stop stealing my songs, b*tch...
Blogged_ 7:13 PM
Friday, February 25, 2005
invest today... just realised that my parents dont really care about my school life and stuff... cos like cherie's and jean;s parents turned up but like mine dont even care? my mom's flying overnight and my dad was working so ya.... but hey! i did wad i did for myself, and not them so ya...
hmm... my calves hurt... stupid court shoes.. haha... im never gonna wear court shoes again!!!! HAHAHAHHA.... bleh, too lazy to type...
Blogged_ 9:40 PM
Thursday, February 24, 2005
havent been blogging for a long time... will make this quick... shaleen and jade are evil!!!! they laugh at me walking in court shoes can!!! evil.. aahaha.... hmm... hope invst will go smoothly tmr hahaa.... yup... tts it, gtg study now ahaha.... chinese la! bleh! hahah... yup...
Blogged_ 8:37 PM
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
ANGEL
I, I can't read the future
I, I can't read the future
But I still want to hold you close
Right now, I need that from you
So give me the morning
Sharing another day with you
Is all I want to know
And baby I, I've tried to forget you
But the light of your eyes
Still shines like an Angel
A spirit that won't let me go
And I, I didn't want to tell you
Things I didn't wanna know myself
I was afraid to show
But you, you gave me a reason
A reason to face the truth, oh yes you did
To face the truth, face the truth
Face the truth
And baby I, I've tried to forget you
But the light of your eyes
Still shines, shines, shines like an Angel
A spirit that won't let me go
Won't let me go, let go of my heart
And baby I, I've tried to forget you
But the light of your eyes
Still shines like an Angel
A spirit that won't let me go
Won't let me go, my Angel
whoa man, im like totally in love with the lyrics can.... think its damn nice....
Blogged_ 9:51 PM
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
shall make this quick... chris came to school today to wait for her sis hahaahha... she's damn cute la, so shy to give me her cookies AHAHHAHA.... can you imagine? chris? shy?? HAHAHAHA... die, now she;s gonna bang me ahhaha..... and she can shoot lei!!! she shot in from outside the d ahhaha.... and i used to think she cant shoot hahaha... she;s the seducer who's trying to break ym and i up HAHAHAHAHAHHA.... damn funny... bleh, i gtg bye
Blogged_ 7:23 PM
Saturday, February 12, 2005
today i cut my doggy's fur!! haha... cos she had knots all over her and stuff... like her tail ahhaha... damn cute la... cos my sis was soaping her then i took the scissors and started cutting ahahah... and she didnt know a thing haha... after tt i threw the fur into the mega sewage drain thing hahaha.... i totally love my room now!!! its super near and stuff now!! hahah... there's actually so much space in my room now ahhaha... then dressed up and went to tmcc... my dad was golfing so my sis and i went to the games room first... played house of the dead until my arm got muscles cos i hold the gun with one hand hahah... stopped playing cos my sis didnt want to continue so i didnt want to play alone so ya ahhaha... then played all the rubbish games ahha... had dinner... then went to buy 5 pints of hagen daaz (is it spelt like tt? haha) cos my mom got some vouchers and stuff haha... watching "keeping the faith" now, totally love this show!! this is like the 4th time im watching ahha... think edward norton is a damn good actor... esp when he acted in primal fear hahaha....
this sounds oh-so familar... its like my life story...
Here's the thing
We started out friends
It was cool, but it was all pretend
Yeah, yeah, since you been gone
You dedicated, you took the time
Wasn't long till I called you mine
Yeah, yeah, since you been gone
And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I picture me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say
But since you been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin' on, yeah yeah
Thanks to you, now I get what I want
Since you been gone
How can I put it, you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah, yeah, since you been gone
How come I'd never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
Guess you never felt that way
But since you been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin' on, yeah, yeah
Thanks to you, now I get, I get what I want
Since you been gone
You had your chance, you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth, I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again
Since you been gone (since you been gone)
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin' on, yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get, I get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin' on, yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get (I get)
You should know (you should know) that I get
I get what I want
Since you been gone
Since you been gone
Since you been gone
Blogged_ 11:28 PM
Friday, February 11, 2005
went for morning mass today... 630 ahahah... we were hoping we would be late but we weren't so ya haha... so scary can! we were like strolling onto the hardcourt then mr sng was like "thank you to the girls who just strolled in" ahha... then ya...pe... mel is evil!! haha... she was totally 'trashing' me during pe can!! haha... everytime make me pick up the shuttlecork ahha.... recess... we forgot to buy bread in the morning!!! then damn suay la, the pau auntie didnt have man tou so we just drank green tea for recess haha... then blah3... after sch training... didnt have the mood to eat... 2.4... timing was alright but i couldnt overtake elaine the last part ahahah... by we still did it under 13 so ya haha... the sec1s very cute can!! ahha... think sylvia's sis very cute haha... went home with mel2... she wanted to box my face ahhaha.... and she wanted to squirt the bundung (is it spelt like that?? ahah)... EVIL!! ahaha... oh ya!! saw chris in school!!! she picked her sis up ahhaha... so big sister-ish hahahha...
dunno if i should reply... hope you dun mind if i write in ur bk...
Blogged_ 9:22 PM
Thursday, February 10, 2005
hmm... i really didnt do anything today... cleared up my room... was thinking of changing the layout of my rm but too lazy to shift everything ahhaha...played fable, xbox game... its damn fun la!! haah... you're this boy who like can do good and bad deeds then if you do gd deeds, you'll become good and if you do bad deeds, you'll become bad... so like i went and punched this guy's barrel and the police started chasing me so i ran but my sis told me to fight them so i did but i got kicked out of the village and they stole all my money AHAHAHAHHA..... back to school tmr...they shouldve given us the day off... but hey! we'll be gng for church anyways so ya haha... then we'll come to school with a cross of ash on our foreheads and a loaf of bread in our hands HAHAHAH... bleh... yep...
I love my dear angel!! we can get thru these 40 days together! no chocolates, no sweets... in other words, no candies!!! so we'll get thru this together k? rmb our 4 deals... haha... i esp like the 2nd one, the pl one HAHAHA....
Blogged_ 9:25 PM
my sis flaked on me this morning for mass!! she couldnt get up so i went myself haha... and miss lemon happily also didnt attend mass so like i had to sit next to this old guy and this young couple ahha... the old guy very nice/funny hahaha... bleh... then went home... help to remove the roots from the beansprout... i did it for like over an hour, think i got muscles alr AHHAHAHA... then slept cos we stayed up late to pick my mom up from the airport, she just came back from vietnam... watched 'prince & me' dvd with my sis... think the guy is quite sweet to her and stuff HAHAHA.... whoa man, think im high today... had a real good dinner, my mom's cooking... then yup! tts it...
Kiss The Rain
by Billie Myers
Hello
Can you hear me?
Am I gettin' through to you?
Hello
Is it late there?
There's a laughter on the line
Are you sure you're there alone?
'Cause I'mTrying to explain
Something's wrong
You just don't sound the same
Why don't you
Why don't you
Go outside
Go outside
Kiss the rain
Whenever you need me
Kiss the rain
Whenever I'm gone, too long.
If your lips
Feel lonely and thirsty
Kiss the rain
And wait for the dawn.
Keep in mind
We're under the same sky
And the nights
as empty for me, as for you
If you feelYou can't wait till morning
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Hello
Do you miss me?
I hear you say you do
But not the way I'm missing you
What's new?
How's the weather?
Is it stormy where you are?
You sound so close but it feels like you're so far
Oh would it mean anything
If you knew
What I'm left imagining
In my mind
In my mind
Would you go
Would you go
Kiss the rain
And you'd fall over me
Think of me
Think of me
Think of me
Only me
Kiss the rain
Whenever you need me
Kiss the rain
Whenever I'm gone too long
If your lips
Feel lonely and tempted
Kiss the rainand wait for the dawn
Keep in mind
We're under the same sky
And the nights
As empty for me, as for you
If you feel
You can't wait till morning
Kiss the rain
ytd wouldve been the 8th month... but too bad, its over! no regrets...
Blogged_ 2:13 PM
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
*edit: but overall, chris is nice! haha
oh ya! she;s also my personal banker ahhaha...she takes care of my wallet and and my phone ahhaha...
hmm..today was super fun!! ahaha... miss martens hugged me!!! hahahah...gave me heart attack can!! haha... then i like so pai seh can! then walk to the back of the stage also can bang the table!! ahhaha... so malu!!!!!!! didnt dare show my face ahaha.... welcome all the new councillors into the council board!! haha... so fun to teach them how to do the stuff ahhaha.... then went out with poon, mel, rah... ate at pasta... think i was quite mean, i refused to do anything till they clean the table hahah... but i gave in la, cos i was too hungry HAHAHAHAH... in the end we helped them stack up the plates and stuff ahhaha... oh, then there were this group of crescent ppl sitting next to us then they were mumbling dunno wad rubbish ahha... then shaleen joined us... walked around and stuff.... then we went to heeren cos like they all wanted to see how chio yimin is cos i said she is and she is but they dun believe me...so like we went there and really got fate can!! haha... saw chris and they all la.... then rah, poon, mel and shaleen like went so near her to see and stuff, im damn maluated can!!! ahahaha... walked around and stuff... met up with chris! cos she didnt want to go home so early ahhaa.... she;s evil!! CHRIS! youre evil!! hahaa... she was like banging me non stop can!! hahah.... she;s like calling me a kid now although im older than her hahahah.... and she dun let me walk near the side of the pavement at the cine-heeren part cos she;s scared wait i fall down?? and when we cross the road, she must stand at the side of the oncoming traffic cos she says im too blur so MAY get hit by car AHHAHA.... but its quite true la, i almost kenna hit cos i was msging HAHAHAH.... CHRIS!! Im nice k! i helped you carry your bag AHHAhA... i helped her carry her bag for like so long hahah... oh!! and she like almost walked up the wrong bus?? HAHAHAHAH.... CHRIS!!! next time i'll take the same bus hahahah.... everytime she bangs me, i'll say CHRISSSSSSS!!!!!!!!! HAHAHA... and she'll have to give in to me HAHAHAHA....
I love my angel!!! AHHAHA....thanks for everything, my darling angel!!!
Blogged_ 1:49 PM
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
STUSSY!!
LIKE MY MASTERPIECE?
I INVADED.
=P
-cheng.
Blogged_ 1:23 PM
"It is the cause, it is the cause, my soul,--
Let me not name it to you, you chaste stars!--
It is the cause. Yet I'll not shed her blood;
Nor scar that whiter skin of hers than snow,
And smooth as monumental alabaster
.Yet she must die, else she'll betray more men.
Put out the light, and then put out the light:
If I quench thee, thou flaming minister,
I can again thy former light restore,
Should I repent me: but once put out thy light,
Thou cunning'st pattern of excelling nature,
I know not where is that Promethean heat
That can thy light relume. When I have pluck'd the rose,
I cannot give it vital growth again.
It must needs wither: I'll smell it on the tree.
Kissing her
Ah balmy breath, that dost almost persuade
Justice to break her sword! One more, one more.
Be thus when thou art dead, and I will kill thee,
And love thee after. One more, and this the last:
So sweet was ne'er so fatal. I must weep,
But they are cruel tears: this sorrow's heavenly;
It strikes where it doth love. She wakes. "
thats from othello! thats my fav play from shakespear... met chris in tiong after the match...i was being nice and helped her carry her books k ahahha.... she;s damn studious can! bring home so many books ahhaha.... im too lazy to blog anymore so ya...
Blogged_ 1:05 PM
Monday, February 07, 2005
decided to change my template cos hy said it'll give ppl the wrong idea ahhah... see hy!! i listen to you kies!! hahaha...how've you been?? havent been talking to you... anyways, you tc ya!!
k, back to blogging... accidentally deleted my board ahhaha...now cheng is like helping me to find a new template cos she doesnt like it ahaha...
kkk...hmm...cant rmb wad happened... lets see... hmm..oh! my angel's feeling much better!! yay!! haha...wad else... actually tts it ahha..and i finished my work!! i feel so happy ahha...my house the field and grass patch there got cut by the men like ytd or the day before so like i coudnt find the grass flower hahaha..saddening hahaha...
Blogged_ 1:38 PM
Sunday, February 06, 2005
haha...today... got up for piano lessons...then hung and kept the clothes...didnt realise how much work it is haha.... yup... almost dropped the bamboo stick thing on my head hahahha... luckily never if not sure concussion hahah... then had maths tuition...i love the dy/dx thing!!! its super fun once you get the hang of it ahhaha....the gradient2 part ahhaha... then here i am!! ahha... hmm..maybe i'll go to great world later to buy paper hahaha...im running out of it so cant do maths ahahha... hmm....
replies to my tags...
whit: heys, tc ya, do rmb to visit us when you come back...
chris: heys, more like im the one who should get you an UNMELTED kitkat bar haha.. thanks for the lollypop! ahha...
angel!!! i shall try to find your yearbook ahahhaha....
cheng: looks like SOMEONE is interested in you HAHAHAHHAHAH...
Blogged_ 7:50 AM
Saturday, February 05, 2005
hmmm...shall i blog?? aha... k, i shall...hmm...today... was alright, i guess... chinese with mel was fun ahha...cos after we finished our work we started talking about stuff then lao shi told the class that we are not allowed to talk about anything else except the chinese thing haha... after that was pe.. cleaned out the pe store.. then during recess we went to find me yeo, see if he would give us the test but he wouldnt so ya haha...ate alot of ym;s gummy ahah... then blah2....chinese mock...was writing rubbish... then chem test...rubbish too..then went to count the votes...it was super fun!! ahaha... then went to the netball court then the new netballers were there ahah... played capt ball wif them... super fun!! mrs lim is violent hahah.... pearl and i couldnt jump properly ahha...cos we were wearing the council skirt so ya haha....then came home and prepared dinner and stuff...
Blogged_ 12:32 PM
Friday, February 04, 2005
k, i shall make it short...sch was alright and stuff...went for the junior's match...chris didnt go =( she was staying in school doing work ahah... then went to tiong with linhui to meet her haha... i was playing with her melted kitkat bar ahhaha...totally damn funny sia... then she was doing work and stuff.. oh!! and she;s totally facinated that i can read chinese!!! ahhaha... then after awhile linhui left so it was just me and her...oh, before that, the small boy behind us was playing with the balloon then it kept dropping then chris had to keep picking it up ahha...super funny... then waited for her dad to pick her up first then i walked home... then yup!!
Blogged_ 1:28 PM
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
today...the match was dots.... i shall skip that... went to tiong to buy separaters for physics...the met up with chris and jasmine... walked around abit then came home... like somehow i feel mentally drained...im like so tired and all, dunno why haha...
i love my guardian angel!!! ahha... i can talk to her about anything!!! HHAHA...
kkk...i should go...test tmr...
Blogged_ 11:21 AM