Thursday, September 28, 2006
I think im falling sick... i woke up this morning at 645 shivering... so i pulled the blanket over me but i was still feeling cold... but i fell back to sleep cos i need my sleep and 5hours at that point of time was insufficient for me so i ended up getting up at 1030! cant wait for tmr... dav's party!!! drinking time XD happy days are here again haha... no one's gonna see stacy drunk cos i dont get drunk haha...

I was supposed to post this up last night but my com was kinda screwed up... it took so bloody long i gave up and went upstairs to charge my phone and continue my conversation with des... anyway, des introduced this song to me last night.. i think its really good.. find it on youtube, kinda cool video XD O.o

Jamison Parker
Best mistake

I chronicled the days you made me want to live
Memorized the way that it felt and then I turned it into this kiss
Tonight I'm wearing my best smile and hope to make me worth your while
I'll be the best mistake you'll ever make

From the lack of sleep and the bloodshot eyes
To the nervous kiss and the butterflies
Does this make any sense at all
She said, she said

We're not sleeping, and I'm not breathing
If this means anything at all
I won't let you leave me anymore

If this holds insignificance, I'll have the hearse follow the ambulance
No medicine exists to make my lungs work again

Let's shake and burn, like an addict
My hearings dead, only static
If I said your smiles all that mattered
Would you save my life

We're not sleeping, and I'm not breathing
If this means anything at all
Don't let me leave you anymore
Don't let me leave you anymore

P.S. Thanks ngoh hiang, for last night.. i really needed someone... thanks for making me laugh with all your super lame jokes... you really cheered me up... XD

I expected more.. at least a call and a reason.. we said we'd pick things up after the exams.. true enough, we picked things up and dropped it all 5 hours after my last paper.. how nice... and you expected us to last thru NS? this is a joke... well, congrats, you broke my heart.. not only broke, but smashed it into a million pieces... sorry, sorry... i shouldnt be blaming you, i should be blaming myself for pinning my hopes up so high... on an individual with a history... and i thought you changed... HAH! what utter rubbish... and i thought you were the "perfect" one... man, i should really slap myself... not just slap, i should take a knife and plunge it into my chest cavity but no, im not gonna let a minor setback put me down... i'll be up and running again by 12 tonight.. thats in 12 hours and 10 mins... youre the first person i actually cared for.. youre the first person who made me cry.. youre the first person who broke my heart... wow, congrats.. youre the first person to break me and it was no easy feat.. i tip my hat off to you... i shouldve detected this earlier.. when you didnt even bother dropping me a msg in the morning after the stayover... yea, i didnt msg you... in actual fact, i was pissed, k.. real pissed... and when you called, we just exchanged a few sentences and that was it... it was really good hearing your voice after a night of not and yet... a few sentences... sigh... you were right all along.. it was a mistake to have said yes... i didnt know what i was getting myself into.. well, now i know.. so much for "i wont leave you, i promise" well, now you are to me what you were in the past, just a friend... if you travel a little further back, someone i held a grudge against.. hah, im so silly... really silly..