Saturday, January 08, 2005
woohoo!!! orientation's over!!! AHAHHAHA.... im damn happy!!! i would like to thank all the councillors and cherie, jean, yan2 and tsk!!! i THINK its a success... it turned out quite alright, i guess...except for the few time that i ALMOST cried...really2 almost cried...like the last day right, the lunch was so dots... i was just waiting for the loud hailer so that i could dismiss the girls cos my voice couldnt possible "over-power" the 280+ girls...but then she had to step in and take charge... I HAD EVERYTHING UNDER CONTROL!!! so like when a teacher steps in, it makes it seem as if i couldnt handle it...but i could!!! bah... call me wadever you want but i know i could've done it... then dinner...i really almost cried...dinner was so screwed up... dunno wad happened, we were supposed to have 1 vegetarian leftover but we had 2 so like i just left it there...i even went round asking the councillors if they had taken all and they said yes...so ya... then after awhile, think it was 1D, they were shot of 2 vegetarian, which is incorrect... we were supposed to have 1 left over..so i panicked la! i called weiqi cos she did the food and i was doing the drink...whoa...never felt like that before... and i told mrs chu and she like started scolding me, like wth!!! she said smt like "you are a councillor" but like what does that have anything to do with the food??? it may or may not have been my fault, someone may have eaten it by mistake but you cant blame anyone and there she was scolding me and stuff....whoa, i really wanted to stab her in the chest 56 time and leave her to bleed to death....im damn pissed while typing this, im like pressing the keys super hard... but when i was walking around, this sec 1 girl said "hi stacy" and smiled at me...that really cheered me up... i dunno who that sec 1 girl is but she's very cute hahaha.... kkk, then after dinner, miss quek told me to get the canteen spotlessly clean if not my head;s on the chopping block...in other words, clean the canteen or you die... whoa... i like didnt have any help cos like all the other councillors were with their classes for the last min campfire preparation...i had to clean all the coolers myself...then she approached me and told me to get help cos i cant do it on my own, which is super true but i dunno la... then finally, help came and yep, got the canteen clean...after that i sat at the hardcourt with sexy and jean and some seniors...i really was on the verge of tears... but ya... i managed to pull thru... to my sec 1B councillors,mainly farhanh, sarah, huimin, ge hui, yangwei and patricia... im sorry for not really helping out with the class and stuff, cos like the 3 of us knew we couldnt cope with the organisation and a class at the same time...so thank you all very much... hmm...then the campfire... edlyn and delisa did a fantastic job as the emcees...then ya...jean too cos she was in charge of it... then i went all the way upstairs to get chairs for mrs kong and mrs poh but they say dont need, whoa...i was like so dots can ahha... then like that ya...the campfire was a success, according to me...oh, then elaine and ym came back for the campfire...thanks haha...but half the time i was running around the place haha... yep...campfire;s over! now back to the books...hmm...yep... once again, thank you councillors for everything!

Sum 41
Pieces

I tried to be perfect but nothing was worth it.
I don't believe it makes me real.
I thought it'd be easy but no one believes me.
I meant all the things I said.
If you'd believe it's in my soul,
I'd say all the words that I know just to see if it would show.
Now I'm trying to let you know that I'm better off on my own.
This place is so empty.
My thoughts are so tempting.
I don't know how it got so bad.
Sometimes it's so crazy but nothing can save me
but it's the only thing that I have.
If you'd believe it's in my soul,
I'd say all the words that I know just to see if it would show.
Now I'm trying to let you know that I'm better off on my own.
I tried to be perfect,
it just wasn't worth it.
Nothing could ever be so wrong.
It's hard to believe me.
It never gets easy.
I guess I knew that all along.
If you'd believe it's in my soul,
I'd say all the words that I know just to see if it would show.
Now I'm trying to let you know that I'm better off on my own.